For Pete’s sake…or whatever your name may be

Scarlett- name sake, birth chart and a colorful inspiration. Born in the fire sign of Aries...envision the scarlet ember’s glow as Atlanta burns, in Gone with the Wind...I AM a strong and determined, like Scarlett O’Hara, a Phoenix rising. Born under the rule of Mars, think the oxidizing red earth of the Grand Canyon or …

Yet

I loved you, yet...I was but the scent of the early morning’s bloom. I am,  the heady perfume of a mid-summer’s eve...I love me.  I loved you, yet...I was a veiled shadow you did not see.  I am, all the lights in the starry night sky...I love me.  I loved you, yet...I was the butterflies …

-#me2.0

I see it as such- The abuse, a violation to the 2nd chakra...the place where pleasure and intimacy reside, filled with shame and guilt. Here we could use the analogy of an exquisite crystal palace, full of treasures and mystery. A space to linger and explore, engaging our every sense...until, the trauma...a whirlwind of chaos, …

-the fog

As I ponder the damp fog (yes damp, not damn, lol), I can feel the chill of 7*, penetrating my skin, sinking its cool fingers deep into my bones, a shiver runs through me. I  dislike the cold, a LOT, especially since Chemo! My hands and feet are extra sensitive. A side effect from the neuropathy, caused by chemotherapy.